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DISSECTING A ONE​-​WINGED BIRD

by A Constant Knowledge of Death

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On the edge of an eroding cliff Soil plummets to the encroaching tide The sun fading below the horizon And the red washing deeper still Trembling hands Rust from rings and scars As I began my ascension Eyes bright, cut jaw, allies surrounding me Never a gaze offered downward Never an axe off the nape Callous foundation Calcified plinth Marbled erasure Plate xenolith They spat on my name As I brought fire and chains And gouged from the earth “A trifling dissent” I smiled as I gave out the order Burgeoning eclipse “Bring me their martyrs Bring me every single heathen's skull” A silhouette in the anointed light A shadow cast deep over their progeny What little marl left in this unacclaimed tomb Seeded with apostasy It's getting harder to stand up straight To placate the dust in my nerves with a roll of the shoulder To maintain a quiet stare with the mirror To reach out and clasp the wisps Of what semblance of principles remain They slip like coral crumbling in the reef The drifting gasp of a dying dog Tongue lolling, legs twitch Does their last thought lie with their keeper Or with their mother? Chalk outlines in sitting positions Arms folded, legs crossed Heads tilted in mild disagreement Flat bruises on broken wrists A chronicle of amber and paranoia The glint snaps back to the prospect To the dying grass curled under toe To the abyss To the step To the shift To the pitch To the gore A quaking breath lurching with pretexts A stuttering hiss dripping venom A dissonant aria of recompense A fetal crouch in totality Do these aerial hands push Or is it their weight that stirs my tread? Conclusions lost in the rush of silt and smog The few precious seconds till azure met Solace has never felt so vacuous Clouding skies, gray from mold and rot The sun fading, and the red washing deeper still to the shore The red washing deeper still into black
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Knives out - sixteen blades for each eye Passive conception of anguish Tempting moths drawn to ordained flame Absent mercy, only consequence Knives out - clean and dress Their glacé flesh Passive, systemic necropsy Tempting wrath nigh amaranthine Absent mercy, only consequence I've been thinking More and more - why was I born In the teeth of a strip-tiller? Constant churning Spitting up nothing but flak Erroneous animadversion Further extirpated in isolation If I could breach These warped coulters I would not plead for the axiomatic I would grasp For nothing less than the hilt The biting tan, the fissured gray, palms read Scraping raison d'être from culled derision Bless us None remain To bring assuagement None survive To reap remission Writhe A droning hum behind my eyes deepens (Phoenix to ashes, ashes to granite) As I bathe in fluorescence These fibrous veils do little more than Cast oblivion in a pale coral Probing nystagmus against blind Larvae begging for wings in kind Shattered knees and osseous caves Apostles culled, tarnishing grace Stepping stones sink into the coil A shattered brand: ouroboros (Phoenix to ashes, ashes to torment) Asserting dominance over my gasps Stunted claws and broken fangs Or so you'd think (Knives out) Left without a chance at transmigration To find a path devoid of woe I'll carve through You Knives out Knives out Knives out Bring me your faithful Knives out Knives out Knives out Bring me your justice Knives out Knives out Knives out Bring me your hallowed Knives out Knives out Knives out Knives out Knives out - sixteen blades to feed Active proliferation Repulse every last lament Dissecting a one-winged bird
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SPEAK III 08:59
Choke On the gaps your tongue pressed through your teeth Bleeding gums dripping with virulence A python coiling through coded language The boiling pot force fed to nescience Calm down We're just asking questions No need to get upset Ignoring context? You're acting irrational There is a room filled thick with gas And I calmly wait Match in hand I close my eyes and scream into the pillow I keep wondering why it never feels right The unyielding shadow of death Watching over like a god I keep screaming in silence It feels so wrong They keep asking questions “Do you know what you're doing to yourself?” I shrug it off but my head stays heavy And I don't need your fucking help Don't ask me why I'm angry You'll point the finger anyway Heavy footfalls on unpaved gravel Stumbling through sirens and ash White-knuckle fists shudder Lace them up Ironic facade Forty-five degrees No remorse It's hands on sight
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I'm still so hungry I've gorged myself on frost Now I crave coal Enough to smother nativity You will be fully conscious You will absorb these ashes I'll let it settle on the line There are a lot more wild hogs in the streets these days They gnawed straight through the bars of their pens, and bred They're colorblind, and furiously afraid of the dark They charge it down, and feast upon their pelvic bones It's to the point there's only one clear solution A sharp meat cleaver right between the eyes Hang them by their hind legs, wait for the squealing to subside A cut through the abdomen A saw through the sternum There are a lot more wild hogs in the streets these days Now they're breaking down doors and making themselves at home Everyone's gathered outside, arguing about filing their tusks And a frightening number want to sharpen them It's to the point there's only one clear solution Start collecting tinder for a mean spit roast Ground and seasoned, yeah, we've been over this But I'm so hungry I'm nearly starved We are past reformation There can be no compromise Only blood blending purple You will be conscious I will make all of you watch Better be recording Cause this won't just be a warning This is the new law Oh, to see that badge forced down your throat A ripe apple placed as a garnish I know a farm that breeds cannibals They leave no trace Not even bone
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Switchblade of regression Buried in a trojan horse of reason Your vitriol will never cut The way the scalpel has shaped me Bleed Bleed Bleed I will never bleed enough for you Bleed Bleed I will never bleed enough for you Bleed Bleed I will never bleed enough for you Until I'm pale and lifeless You can't kill what you've already buried As the last drop splatters I laugh as you drown in my filthy faggot blood I will die a martyr You will die a hateful fucking cunt I am more real than anything you know Haunting your empty dreams Your hatred, a terminal cancer You are a parasite who lived and died by my flesh Terf scum never worthy of womanhood
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ACKOD 11:37
I got exhausted of sand bars and ambulances And now I'm tiring of basements and brick Like ivy wilting the moment it manages to root I only flourish when I'm steeped in atrophy I'm feeling broken So listless, devalued and lost I'm having trouble discerning what's eloquent And what is simply pedantic pretension Should I stop trying to force out some beauty from release? Yeah, fuck it Is it enough to say that I'm really trying? Another attempt to make something that's worth your time Fortunately I've learned a bit from my rambling Asinine platitudes, plaguing thoughtful songwriting I'm feeling less and less like this shit is worth it Repeated assertions of my selfish existence Never providing explicit action, just words I doubt I'll ever find a path that leads me towards a real reason to be I saw a vision of my future An early grave and nothing more Outlasting the premonitions of pestilent oracles At twenty-seven I was born The steady drip of loss Another glass spilt by a spiteful hand Staggered by boundless flames drowned Salt filling every crease My reflection in the wake In shimmering waves They can never take away every ounce of joy That I've squeezed from this borrowed time I always knew I would die at the hands of a coward But I never expected they wouldn't be mine On the precipice of collapse The only certainty in static In this plague bunker We watch seasons dissolve The faint scent of drafty sheds The caress of middling drivers Underwater revelations Optimistic, untarnished Repeated cries of the nightingale Psalms ringing with new urgency Scattering feathers in desperate flight Spells of ideation between the solitary Turning knobs and gnashing teeth In the great before Isolation, his only comfort An indulgence to clip her phoenix wings I thought the well of texture had run dry But blistered hands are soothed by affinity To pull the weight of creation To till the soil of tribulation My jagged words Surely to be smoothed By ink more pure than my own Seeds of aspiration grown by our collective We coalesce, and drench the wall Arid cracks knead oblique decay Anxious cramps kept orphic denial Amassed creases kindle overt dread Accept ceaseless knocking on diffusion A constant knowledge of death

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released May 26, 2023

James Goldmann - Composition, Engineering, Production, Mixing, Mastering, Drums, Vocals, Lyrics (Tracks 1-3, 5, 7), Bass (Tracks 2-3), Flugelhorn (Track 7), Additional Guitar (Track 7)

Aki McCullough - Composition, Engineering, Guitar, Bass (Tracks 1, 5-7), Vocals, Lyrics (Tracks 6-7), Violin (Track 7)

Hayley Elizabeth of Thotcrime - Vocals (Track 3, 7), Lyrics (Track 3)

KZ Staska of Dreamwell - Vocals (Track 5, 7), Lyrics (Track 5)

Leda Paige of The Hallowed Catharsis, Jisei - Vocals (Track 6-7)

Miles Dimitri Baker, Mike Gardell, Aaron Gutierrez, Eden Kupermintz, Kitty Price, Ant Tab, Arianna Trautman - Additional Vocals (Track 7)

Mazloth Veshiriah - Logo

Jared Shute - Photography


Special thanks to all featured above, to Eden Kupermintz & the entire Heavy Blog crew for their unending support over so many years, to Kitty Price for their immense help with art, to Max Messier-Doak & Malborough Super Buffet, and to all of you for sticking with us.

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1/25 - dNB Craft Kitchen, New Bedford, MA w/ Eye Flys, BEDTIME MAGIC, Don't Grow Old

1/27 - O'Brien's Pub, Allston, MA w/ Diva Karr, Prayer Position, The Cost Ov Living, Luci Dead Limb

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